What can do with my job?

I’m still in a discussion with myself about what is what I want to do with my career (Journalism). I have always thought that I have two ways for job in the future. The first option would be decide an administrative or bureaucratic job and my second option could be "left out my feet on the sidewalk”, but what do I mean? I will explain you next.

According to the first option, I could work in state or private institutions, companies, foundations or non-governmental organizations, making the “press” refer to those organisms, publishing the actions in relation to public opinion and show like it’s could influence with are happening  in our country. The advantages for me is that I would be in a delimited work, focus in an organization and with a safe labor (I hope so), but the disadvantages would be that I wouldn’t have any action. I imagine the work like me in an office without surprises

In the second option would be the classic Journalism. Work in a newsroom of TV, radio, press, internet platform and so. Feel the ecstasy about report the news in the moment, in place of the facts, in the streets, in lonely place where there were floods, landslides, avalanches, forest fires, earthquakes, volcanic eruptions and so. The elections, the social movements, strikes and all that can change our reality. I feel exited for that and am there, but that means a sacrifice to my life. To be in a newsroom large hours, covering turns, making other duties that you don’t know, but you must do, waiting for happen something and not happen anything finally…

I would like an answer, because must be soon, very soon!! (You know!)

Best regards!